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Wish I was cold as stone,
Then I wouldn’t feel a thing.
Wish I didn’t have this heart,
Then I wouldn’t know the sting of the rain.
I could stand strong and still,
Watching you walk away.
I wouldn’t hurt like this,
Or feel so all alone.
I wish I was cold as stone.
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Somehow Lady Antebellum always know exactly how I feel…
I guess life would be easier if emotions didn’t make such a heavy impact in our day-to-day routine. Maybe if you were like a robot, just wake up in the morning, go to work, go home, and repeat… Sometimes I wonder why I care so much about little things, but then I realize that it’s only human of me to feel. I wonder how moving off to college, dating, and the social aspects of life would be if I wasn’t so emotionally attached. Don’t get me wrong, I love college, but going to college and moving off to college are two totally different things. Living on campus is like your parents getting divorced. One place will always be “home” compared to the other place and one house will always have what you need, but then the other place will have some advantages. I will always love being home. I have my wonderful bed to stretch out in and I’m able to roll over without hitting my arm on the wall, my beautiful cat, fish, and dog…and then my wonderful mother is there to make me the best grilled cheese sandwich. The “shack” in Huntsville is close to civilization. I actually have cell phone service, faster internet, I can walk to my classes, and it takes less than 10 minutes to get to a Wal-mart. Actually moving away from home is practically like starting a new life. People always want the opportunity to start over and I have the perfect chance. Although starting over may seem easy, but letting go of the past is a whole new story. Of course, it’s always easy making new friends, but every now and then you tend to miss hanging out with your old ones and then the same with dating. Being emotionally attached to a person is exhausting. You tend to over analyze everything. I don’t know if it’s because “you” are brand new and exciting…I just don’t know. That’s why being “cold as stone” seems to be taking the easy way through life.
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